Wednesday, September 4, 2013
little bouquet of rather sad but cheery zinnias with my dude-ilious guy Oliver
Stage Fright : subtitled C words
I have the first (of hopefully many) new BIG fantastic project presentation conference calls, with accompanying pdf created, pinterest inspiration boards presented ... thingy tomorrow morning & I have let myself get completely stressed out about it. The two Susan's are battling royale in my head - the bad Susan trying with all her might to convince me that this will be the time, the one where I completely embarrass myself & prove to the world and this new potentially fantastic customer (& project)* that YES it's true - I am indeed a creative fraud. The other Susan (while listening to Brené Brown shame & vulnerability TED talks on repeat) spends the day (night & middle of the night) telling the first Susan to SHUT the (bad words we don't like to say publicly) UP !!! and reminds me constantly that I am competent, creative, clever, courageous, capable and ... cookin' with gas.
I think it's why I've it's been so quiet here at the Black Street blog, sorry about that ... here's a gorgeous song for you !
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